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neernix ([personal profile] neernix) wrote2011-04-05 11:39 pm
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Hello, world!

Okay, I made another blog again. Actually I'd never know that there's a site named 'dreamwidth' if one of the community I've been followed is not moving here. But maybe I'd use it more often than I'd imagined. I'll just use it to write about my real life. I don't really care whether people would read my posts or not, I'll just write my feelings down anyway...

Let me tell you about myself a little bit... I'm just a girl who's going to 20 this month with a big dream to go to Japan. I know that there's a lot of people out there who wants to go to Japan as much as myself, but I don't want to compare myself with them. They have a lot of money than I do, they have a lot of chances than I do, but I will not give up.

I'd been attending an art institute at my town. I was proud to be accepted there. I chose Interior Design major. I really liked the major, I liked my friends, and even the lecturer. But I don't really like the lack of discipline there. I, who always been attending private schools, which had a lot strict rules to follow, had to adapt with the 'there-is-no-rule-here' atmosphere. I got a great shock to adapt it, but nevertheless, I managed it. But then, my heart was the one that couldn't manage it. I knew that on the bottom of my heart, I desired to learn Japanese. But I always chose another path since learning about Language could be learned everywhere, that was what people around me said. Until I read a book. A famous book by Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist. It really changed my view about chasing our dream. I left my  uni, and now, I'm trying to get into a university that has Japanese Language major.

And now, not only I'm jobless -my job's contract was expired last march-, I also don't attend school, for this moment... It's kinda frustrating actually. I'm looking for a job now. But, I don't know... I hope I get a new job soon.